My best friend is very anti islam idk what to do i really like her and were always together litterally 24/7 im neglecting my family and religion for her and i serve her like a maid subhanAllah, we just had a convo about religion where she completely mocked me u guys idk what im doing with my life

We kinda made a pact to move in together and never grt married.

I feel like i sold my soul to the devil