I currently have a marriage proposal and I am happy to marry the gairl in question. she's been into'd via family and we have met within the limits just to get to know each other. She is practicing but I get the feeling she is reluctant to go ahead as she's uncomfortable with my past. I mean i've not done anything particulary wrong but by the same token i wasn't practicing ie don't have abeard and pray salah - just a typical teen growing up in the west. I am making an effort to improve on this but I just get a negative vibe. I don't know would prefer an opinion from the other side as everyone looks upon themselves in a positive light. Maybe if the boot was on teh other foot I'd feel the same but I feel it'sa tad harsh on me. I'm trying to better myself and nobody is perfect are they?