Asalamu alaikum. I hope you are all in the best of health Inshaa Allah. I need a little advice and most importantly your duas.

I've been going through a tough period in life, possible the toughest so far and it's recently taken its toll. I try my best to be a good person but my best just isn't good enough. I beat myself up mentally over little things and it causes me to over think which leads on to negative thoughts. I am perhaps too self critical of myself and refuse to give myself credit, this has perhaps been my downfall as it's depletes confidence.

My relationship with Allah is non existent but I know he knows my struggle. I want to read Salah, read Quran and I know it's the solution to all my problems but something is holding me back. I just don't know how to turn things around and I seek your advice Inshaa Allah.

Please keep me in your duas as I am in need. Also keep the ummah in your prayers. JazakAllah Khair.