I said earlier many beautiful women approached me and showed interested but to please Allah I kept myself at distance and was polite. There was one girl I was really attracted to who had an amazing character. She was beautiful and sweet. But she was nonmuslim and it's hard to marry a nonmuslim especially since they are so customed to date. I want to know did I miss out? Was I foolish in letting her go and resisting her. Did I make Allah happy by doing this?
Jazakallah khayran...
My main goal is to get to Jannah al firdaous and I'm worried I'm not able too. I want to be shaded under Allahs throne and be among the 70000 who go without being questioned...does my goal seem unrealistic?