I am unable to get married because my family doesnt want me too...but at school there are several beautiful women. Many women I sensed they liked me and when I spoke to them and worked in class with them on assignments there was like a natural chemistry. But I didnt pursue any of these women and kept it professional and left. But now the doors of marriage is locked and I shouldnt say this...but I wonder if I made the right choice? Obviously illicit relationships are haram but what should I do? If I cant get married and keep rejecting haram...will the halal option that comes be better than these haram options? Will the girl I marry be better than these girls who show interest in me? It frustrates me...please advise me